Betrayal
21/7/2021
I have never thought of this betrayal at all,
I have never thought that being in love again is such a bad ideas.
Everything was good from the start and I trusted you will all my heart.
Not knowing what you could do, I simply trade my feelings like there is no tomorrow.
Frustrated, Sorrow and Betrayal. That's what I feels now.
I never thought you could choose to hurt me. I didn't see this betrayal would come from you.
Almost 2 years, I have never stopped loving you even though we choose to part away.
& you just replaced me in one night. Without hesitance.
I have always thought about not to hurt you, as I am still care. But silly me, you don't even care.
We talked about it and it seems I'm the one who understood the conversation. Not you.
It hurts so bad but I will get away with it. Soon. I hope
I'm digesting the thing that you did, the change of heart that you never told me before.
Is she prettier? Is she giving you more attention than I? Am I easily replaced?
All this thought haunts me like there's no tomorrow.
I lied to myself. I cared so bad. You hurt me but I wish I didn't hurt you at all.
Maybe we aren't made for each other like we thought.
I wish nothing but the best. Thank you for existing.
I would never ever forgets you at all.
I didn't cried. But it hurts my heart so bad. I could never stop thinking.
Is this what you want? Is this what I want?
Running from it won't help, but at least it hurt me lesser.
I close our chapter now.
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